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Friday 2 February 2018

NICE Engagement Workshop 2018

NICE Stakeholder Engagement Workshop

16th January 2018

NICE said that they wanted people to be themselves, I am no professional. I am a mother of a 12-year-old boy, who has been ill from the age of 8, misdiagnosed, given inappropriate Cognitive Behavioural Treatment and Graded Exercise Therapy, as recommended by the NICE guidelines. He was made bedbound. His diagnosis was reported as Post Viral Somatisation Disorder with multiple symptomatology.

The naming of this illness is of uttermost importance and needs careful consideration so that somatisation is never used to mask illnesses.

My son has ME as defined by DR Ramsay 1986. 

I have researched in my own way, and helped to support other mothers who like me have been accused of prolonging their child’s illness. It astounds me after all these decades, few medical professionals or many of the guides into ME/CFS can clearly define Post Exertion Malaise (PEM). My role is to pass on what I know.

My thoughts and musings are in Italics.

I think NICE knew we were coming and did their homework. I walked in and I smiled - ME/CFS was the name they used. Now before you start with the deserved indignation as to why CFS is one of the worst names ever for abusing a group of patients, hear me out, as to why I smiled at the name.
First, it is recognition that ME is the most important part of the name. We have to be mindful of CFS that has been used as the Trogon horse in this illness. If the World Health Organisation classification can be manipulated there is no telling what could happen with a name change?

Second, if we cut off CFS those poor souls who do not meet the full criteria on ME, will languish in the bin of Medically Unexplained Symptoms, on their own for evermore. Who is to say CFS; not treated properly, does not become ME. We don’t know enough, because we have not researched enough, so for me I’m happy with ME/CFS so that no one gets left behind, and until NICE have scoped and sorted the problems and can distinguish between ME and CFS. I am not happy that some medical profession disregard research, put their own take on ME, and does not respect patients. THAT TO ME IS THE ISSUE!

Thirdly they now have to consider how they will tackle the misdiagnosis which is promoted by Kings College London as Unexplained Physical Symptoms/Bodily Dysfunction Disorder or any other name they chose to invent. They have to protect patients from this, imperative for children and their parents. The misuse of Fabricating and Inducing Illness needs to be looked at too, as the previous guidelines have been quoted in many of these cases.

The responsibility of the use of the guidelines is theirs. NICE need also to look closely who they choose to give the facts behind ME and how the naming is going to impact on that misdiagnosis, and therefore the health and wellbeing of all. Be mindful of the children who could lose the rest of their lives to ME.

The decision not to include Thyroid problems and not to look at Vitamin D with the old guidelines was a big mistake as most if not all children with ME have these problems, and doctors reported to GMC if they try to alleviate suffering when using these two deficiencies, again quoting the NICE guidelines. This has to be addressed clearly and succinctly. 

Most parents are forced to find out these facts for themselves, so particular studies need to be found to address the in balance here. As regarding the Thyroid there is a known problem of Iodine deficiency found in the Bristol area, using the same Avon Longitudinal Study of Parents and Children (ALSPAC) that Professor Ester Crawley has used. She has determined from that study it is family adversity giving depression in CFS at 16, but to my knowledge she has never looked at Iodine and their emotions could just in fact be an Iodine deficiency.

 In 2010 NICE promised to look again at Post Orthostatic Tachycardia (POTS), Dr Rowe explained that this has been known about for the past 20 years at the same conference as Professor Crawley in 2017. To my knowledge Professor Crawley never POTS, but she attended a MUPPETS (Medically Unexplained Physical Psychiatric (ET) Symptoms talk in 2017.

My tail feathers were smoothed over a little when I walked into the conference room. I was pleased as the atmosphere was friendly, open, which gives great credit to the ME community. NICE were mindful of the treatment we have suffered over decades, which gives great credit to NICE.

Thank you to all the NICE team that recognition meant a lot, and is a very big deal. Now we need to put the action where those good intentions are.

Then the separation from my partner in crime, as we were given different tables. Barbra is my rock and my security blanket, my knowledge base of how the NHS and NICE work, fluff a duck I thought - now I’m scuppered.

At the opening, they gently took us over how NICE progresses through the guidelines, the order of things, how they would slot together, addressing the name and the past right from the start.
Does this mean they are determined for change, or just giving lip services? Proof will be in their actions after the Engagement?

They were scrapping the guidelines, ripping them up and starting again! NICE were open to a name change, but we must get it right, we all agreed with that. Though a more considered approach was given in a letter to Invest in ME by Dr Baker, and this will cause confusion, especially to those who tended the engagement meeting.

What they wanted from us was to know the reality of the patient’s and carers’ experience, what is important and where the scoping needed to concentrate. A difficult thing to do, given the time frame.
Once scoping was complete they would then make a committee of 13 people (let’s hope it is not unlucky). The chair would be a lay member, would not have been involved in ME/CFS, and be interviewed for the job, with a clear defined role.

Private practice practitioners, would not be involved in the process, but this could be revised if need be.

They normally have 2-4 patients on the committee.

The development Process looks like this

They have added a new process called Engagement (which I think they should keep, and add a few more of these discussions at every step as they go along, to debate progress and give points raised to the committee, > scope > clinical questions > review protocols > evidence report/clinical evidence (this to me is a very big concern as far as I can tell the NHS has lost the skill set to give meaning  to ME or CFS in any reasonable understanding, 101 things to say about this but for brevity I will just say, NICE heard a lot of evidence of harmful treatment, and will leave the rest  for now)/economic evidence >recommendation.

My first thoughts were:

1    Who understood PEM, and its impact through CFS to ME?

2.    CBT and GET is so misused and that misuse so wide spread, it is too late to rectify the problem. There must now be a strong message sent out to the medical profession that this dismissive behaviour must stop, as it is harming patients.

3.  When little research is done on a complex illness, you cannot make good decisions or discussions unless you listen to those that cope, or have lived with the consequences of those treatments that have been implemented.

4.       Who can diagnose the full ME condition?

5.    Who would know which of the guidelines were good and just needed updating, and the ones that need immediate removal, like the harmful treatments that cause a moderate condition to become chronic – CBT and GET?

6.       Know how to treat the condition, and all the coexisting complex illnesses?

On our table we discussed the name for a start. It was mostly decided that it was hard to find a name for a disease that was so mixed, misunderstood, and misdiagnosed without further research. The research fraternity would rather use ME/CFS as it has in the past.

If we changed the name now, how would that effect the new biomedical research coming out?
As for the views of patients around the table it is the attitude attached to the name by the professionals that needs to be addressed. It was also felt if we left CFS out, those that start with less symptoms than on the harsher criteria, would be missed. If they then developed the main PEM symptom in ME, this would be very harmful to them. When does CFS become ME.

Addressing the attitudes and understanding of doctor’s; they; by and large have been misinformation and have not been kept up to date with biomedical ME or CFS research, is the biggest problem. This not only affects ME patients but everyone who shows the signs of tiredness or fatigue; which many chronic conditions do. Not having the right tests at the right time, or dismissing the patient out of hand due to the stigma, is causing many lives; including children with many conditions like ulcerated colitis and peritonitis for example, to have been left untreated, near death and with lifelong avoidable disabilities, as it is with ME.

This attitude/misunderstanding leaves many like me; as I explained, not able to take my child to the  GP for any medical problems, for fear of the consequences of this lack of understanding, misdiagnosis. For instance, my son has dry skin forming in his ears when in a PEM state. It is uncomfortable and at a time when his whole body is shutting down. I am unable to get him to a doctor’s surgery due to this impacting deeper on his PEM. But more importantly, what will be said to him and how he will be treated. In the past all sorts of awful things have been said to him, and open threats made to me. This leaves me isolated from all medical care for my son, and coping on my own. This must change.

I explained in New York state 85,000 physicians were emailed a letter regarding Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME). This was by the Health Commissioner Dr. Howard Zucher. This needs to be done to put right what has gone wrong in the UK. There needs to be clear consequences if patients are treated this way. Without this, patient safety, and their right to have appropriate diagnosis and treatment will not take place. Due candour needs to given to ME and CFS patients like any other illnesses.

I had four Drs/researchers sitting on my table, and I was very impressed by their understanding of how important an issue this is for all patients, not just for those with ME. Balanced intelligent views of the hardship of doctors and patients was both refreshing and heart-warming, including our scribe who I would like to personally thank for the sensitive way she handled my experiences.

It was felt if you went to your GP and they looked first at you with respect and emergency, at the inability to get better with any infection within 6 weeks, as a potential health threat. They then kept reassessing for the core symptom of PEM; then this would be a better pathway and save a lot of harm, time, and stress. This single act could safeguard children from the lack of understanding. This recognition would save lives or a life of disability.

My main point was that only one Dr I have talked to; up to that point, understood or accepted Post Exertion Malaise/cognitive exhaustion. It is no good putting these in the guidelines and not being able to explain what this means to the patient or to their health, and how important this is as a diagnostic tool.

We discussed things like Post Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome (POTS), hypermobile joints, Orthostatic Intolerance (OI) and how this meant many consultants that did not, or were incapable of communicating with one another, on what specific symptoms and difficulties may be impacting on the patient. Inevitably this means exhausting the patients with endless meetings, going over the same ground, with little to no real constructive outcome. Patients need to be seen not just a series of “specialist’s parts”, but need to know the sum outcomes of those parts and about the interaction between the whole body when you have ME.

Many health professionals do not/will not test for any other condition, believing that ME/CFS would bring just negative results. Therefore, so many coexisting conditions get missed. That accepting these other conditions were all part of the ME, is a trial in its self. Many die from cancers because they as a patient are dismissed, that fact alone is horrific and telling.

The other problem is that most clinicians within the ME field; do not understand the importance of Heart Rate monitoring. Over 1,000 patients are doing this for themselves, and finding that their lives can be improved. Once again; a case of not listening to the patient and dismissing them.

The scribe on our table worked as a part time GP, so understood the constraints on both doctor and patients. The discredited Oxford criteria is now out, and the Canadian Guidelines are too strict in the first instance, but a good solid tick box that can be used to track progress from CFS to ME would seem wholly appropriate with both the patients, carers and doctors on our table. Yearly consultations, as standard practice for all, including severe patients, so home visits needed.

The father of 18-year-old girl who has been sick since 2010, bedridden was concerned over the harms done by CBT and GET. We all agreed that the way CBT and GET approach by most NHS staff was totally unacceptable due to the way it was conducted. There are problems with repeat infections, never looked at. This needs to be addressed at as a matter of urgency.

The misdiagnosis of Lymes and the inadequate tests was also discussed. A better test needs to be looked at. The amount of life wasted through this being misdiagnosed is astounding, and as with ME due to poor diagnosis and inadequate tests, it is labelled as Unexplained Medical Symptoms.
This goes to show how misinformed the biosocial take on illness is. I don’t think anyone would argue that the great plague could be contained by changing your bodies systems through determined thoughts and activity? … Although they may try.

It is also worthy to note Upper Respiratory Infection illness, is altered by prolonged exercise. In ME this means prolonged activity of any kind. The advice to endurance athletes is to rest! That these infections are increased in the days following prolonged strenuous endurance events, and it has been generally assumed that this is due to the temporary exercise-induced depression of immune function. So, should we look at ME patients as endurance athletes in a perpetual state of exercise-induced depression of immune function? If we don’t, we are causing known harm! The research into TFG-a and TFG-b after exercise in the ME field and sports research, should be followed closely. The fluctuations in many tests and research are possibly due to the circle of PEM, the individuals on the trial are going through. Once again PEM needs to be fully understood.

It was also discussed that there had been 3 patients on the last guidelines, and that this was problematic for many reasons. The diversity of severity cannot be conveyed with just three patients. We were told that it will be made clear that the patients on the committee will be representing not just themselves, but also all patient groups, and it will be their responsibility to find the facts.

The problem with this is, if they are ill or are time short this will be problematic. You give 10 people the same facts they will interpret with their own bias, and we must be mindful of that. Perhaps the Engagement process should follow all the steps in the NICE guidelines, using the same group of people for continuity, as a discussion and feedback process to give balance to the committee (since writing this I have become aware of a tweet that has been liked by professor Sharp who attended the engagement, which is appalling. “CFS/ME: Swedish couple lost hope, kill their children, commit suicide. Why? In part because of the intense negativity spread by individuals/CFS groups/researchers, saying cause is bodily defect and nothing can be done. False. The children could get well!” Although Twitter is a personal thing, I do think NICE need to consider his actions, and understanding of ME and research in general. Yet again they slander concerns of the ME community, and turn a blind eye to research and cherry pick facts. Karen Hansen and many of our children in the UK pay the price of this attitude.

It was also discussed that the most severe patients get little to no clinical help, contact with doctors and are unlikely to get involved, so this must be considered. None of the severely affected are ever acknowledged, so no real understanding is there.

This is also a worry as most that say they are experts in the ME/CFS field, do not handle severe patients ­- as home visits are rarely heard of.

Clear defined severity scale needs to be made and understood.

We discussed how the skill set of observing and ability to diagnose is being eroded by the psychological and now the biosocial model.

For me this meeting was a good first step, but I have grave concerns over the history and the abuse.
1.       We now have no understanding of ME and lost the ability to diagnose and treat appropriately. Any advice NICE or Patients gain from clinicians are going to be tainted with the biosocial model that IMPARTS are teaching the GPs, that has failed the patients. Who are NICE going to turn to?
2.       Very little biomedical research has taken place in UK, so who are they going to ask? The research must be acceptable to the ME community, who for decades have been telling everyone the truth about this illness and have been stigmatised for doing so.

3.       Define evidence or supporting evidence needs to be made clear, so that this can be agreed. If patients and carers are not included in this, those that have said they have treated ME and have yet to understand PEM, will be the ones that make the guidelines. This must not happen again, as it is a waste of lives and funds.

4.       No or little understanding what PEM is to the individual, or the continual cycle it perpetuates, this needs addressing. All NHS staff and other services should have been able to diagnose/understand PEM, and the consequences to health. This is not the case. We need a clear statement on the guidelines that exist now, to inform all that PEM is a recognised part of ME and part of the  diagnosis

5.  We need to address the importance of infection, In 2016 Explorer Henry Worsley died after developing a serious infection. He said "Well, today I have to inform you with some sadness that I too have shot my bolt." Henry said his journey had ended because he did not have the ability to "slide one ski in front of the other". Does this not sound like ME? "I will lick my wounds, they will heal over time and I will come to terms with the disappointment," he added. Many ME patients will say this every time they do small and insignificant tasks, and get dismissed at every turn. He died of complete organ failure due to a stomach infection that they could not treat. Does this not sound familiar? How many die from complications such as these? In the month prior to his death Maureen Hansen found stomach infections in ME patients that could diagnose ME in all cases. Autopsies in 2005 found all sorts of problems including organ failure that would have caused great suffering.

6.       No one goes out or deals with severe ME, follow their journey, or collate figures. As with my son I never take him to the doctors due to the harm they unknowingly cause, and the scrutiny they place me under. Yet I am the one that has supported my son and his body from being bedbound from CBT and GET treatment, to housebound getting stronger. 

There are three considerations that must be measured when forming the new guidelines.
1.       Shipman report that states Patients and carers should be listened to. The Government agreed that complaints from patients or their representatives and fellow professionals can provide vital information in identifying potential risks to patients’ safety and that work with stakeholders on a set common standard.
2.       Due Candour, no more harm, apologies and guidelines put right. Doctors informed immediately that GBT and GET are potential harms and are taken off as treatments.
3.       Most importantly, informed consent. We must be given full facts. Most of the reliable facts are from patients. Due to lack of research over decades in the UK, research from around the world should be included, with a provision for the new biomedical work coming out.

Dr Ramsay and his understanding have stood the test of time and research. I would strongly advise this is the place to start.

These three patient safety steps should have safeguarded my son and my family, but they have been dismissed. The misuse of Fabricating and Inducing Illness beliefs has been allowed to continue unchallenged. 

Yes, I am hopeful, the day was a good solid start to what needs to be done to protect patients, and enable good doctors to do best practice, safely within our healthcare.
We all need to support NICE to make the guidelines. However NICE needs to support the ME community, and stand up for the patients that have been abused over decades. Are we being listened to?

Time will tell, and actions speak louder than words.



To get involved and on the NICE Committee, go to www.nice.org.ukGet-Involved/join-a-committee 21st June 2018.

Tuesday 11 July 2017

NICE refuse to take down harmful treatments 25,000 children harmed?

I had my reply from NICE.


For some reason David Hahalam did not want to talk to me. Well I am not important, am I? After all I am just one of the 25,000 parents that would like ME taken seriously to protect the children from harm. A good solid diagnosis for a seriously abused illness, it would seem is too much to ask for. For them to understand, it is their responsibility to stop the emotional blackmail that goes on with CBT under their guidelines. Head against establishment wall I am afraid.

Perhaps they should note that CBT was no good in education and it would appear that in depression it is only a placebo effect, as explained by Oliver Burkeman in the guardian. So for a physical immune response, they are offering a Placebo treatment?


So here is their resonance and my thoughts in red. Please do add your comments in the comments box below.
Do you get the feeling they did not read my letter?

What will it take for NICE to do no more harm to children with ME?

How can they say no harm done if they have not asked those who have been harmed. Do we not learn from history?

When will NICE start listening to children and their parents, let alone the 250,000 patients who have been suffering decades of abuse at the hands of those reported to protect them.

What is the point of NICE to do no Harm?

This is the letter I have just sent to NICE, it is one of many. I sent it at 9.30 this morning 11th July 2017. Below is the one I have sent to my local MP, I will be sending this to all parties, so if you are reading this and you are in a party get in touch, PLEASE.

I don't expect to be listened to, but you have to try and maybe some of you will sign the petition from the ME Association and get involved?

http://www.meassociation.org.uk/2017/07/me-association-petition-the-nice-guideline-for-cfsme-is-not-fit-for-purpose-10-july-2017/


Dear Professor David Haslam, and Surveillance team,

Regarding the decision not to update the NICE guidelines on ME.

I am a mother of a child who has classic Ramsey defined ME. I have been coerced into giving my child CBT and GET against my better judgement. He went from 70% ability to a function of only 5%, for which I was blamed. I AM NOT ALONE IN THIS!

Through my due diligence and care, with an awful lot of research, attending Invest in ME conferences, talking to researchers like Ron Davis, Jo Cambridge, Fluge, Mella, Armstrong, Maureen Hansen, listening to Mark Van-Ness, speaking with Doctors such as Speight and John L Whiting who is working closely with Neil McGregor, my son is now able to get out of bed and have some normal but careful monitored activity around the house. It has taken years to undo the damage done to him from GET and CBT. 

The damage done to myself, and my family is immense, the words for which I do not possess.

Medical staff try to back me, they know of treatments that can help, but they are aware of the constraints imposed on them and enforced by PACE trial believers, that are more akin to a cult than a guideline for health. This should never be allowed to happen. Doctors, not allowed to treat and support patients with known helpful treatments like Vitamin D? Or ask for tests, this is outrageous in any civilised society. 

NICE should denounce the PACE trial, it is a flawed study on so many ethical grounds that you are fully aware of. PACE has been used to control, demoralise and harm those it states it helps, insisting the term CFS is used with no legitimate reason. There should be a public enquiry and I am sure in the near future there will be. 

PACE has been based on the theory of “Mass Hysteria”, “Illness beliefs” and “spiritual healing”. This then alludes that NICE believes in Mass Hysteria and spiritual healing and forgoes science, and ethical treatment? Would parents be allowed this flimsy theory to deny treatments? NO!

The inability of a ME patient to process energy causing the body to shut down, is beyond doubt. Considering the body needs energy for activity, this then makes it nonsensical to give a patient activity as treatment, so therefore both GET and CBT are abusive, and could be construed as torture? Infections rise in many places including the gut after exercise, this has also been proven, along with lactic acid increase. The guidelines are untruthful and therefore should be overhauled and I am appalled you do not seek patients/care givers views, as they are the only ones who truly understand ME, and yet never get heard. Yet we are taunted at every turn, and left to defend against harmful treatment and misdiagnosis on our own. NICE is directly responsible for this.

NICE have allowed the abuse of patients and the demoralisation of disability, this has caused many suicides and clouded the reality of this condition, and stopped furthering the biological research that was happening decades ago. No records of number of patients, harms, changed diagnosis, or deaths are recorded, why is that? When this should be a matter of course.

There are no treatments for ME, which is inexcusable considering the physical evidence of disease. NICE should be open to all research and not close down the guidelines at every opportunity, only listening to one group of researchers that have a discredited theory or belief. 

The guidelines have been used against parents and FII is a constant battle for families, where the NICE guidelines have been used to harm children, which you are fully aware of. It is then left to parents like me and charities that have no connections with the PACE trial or FITNET, MAGENTA or SMILE trial researchers, to support those parents as best we can. 25,000 children harmed, is unforgivable. The Centre for Disease Control in the USA have now taken both CBT and GET out of their recommended treatments, and have made sure it is clear that activity that causes symptoms should be avoided.

The term CFS is a manifested term along with Unexplained Medical Symptoms, which holds no science behind them, and used to confuse the danger behind many conditions. This manufactured term leads to misdiagnosis, confusion and ultimately death. 

Many ME patients have co existing conditions like cancer, brain tumours, diabetes, kidney failure, EDS, PoTS, OI all left untreated because of the term CFS and the PACE trial, as it alludes to no harm of exercise and that the patients are just stuck in a cycle of thinking they are ill. 

As with the America you should at least take CBT and GET from the guidelines, not to do so would put further children in danger of lifelong harm and disability. NICE guidelines should DO NO HARM. 

This is an open letter and as before, a copy of which, I will be sending to Countess of Mar.

I have also attached my letter to my MP, which I will be sending today, and will be attaching this email also.

Many Thanks for your time

Tina Rodwell

My letter to my MP:

Dear Jo Churchill,

I need your help and support as my MP to guide me through how to stop false accusations of Fabricating or Inducing Illness, for those parents, with children who have Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME).

You may have heard the program on BBC radio four, 1File on Four about the way parents are treated, or the question being asked in the 2House of Lords by the countess of Mar? It is very frustrating to see the House of Lords frame a question about ME in the context of Medically Unexplained Symptoms. ME is not Medically Unexplained Symptoms, It is underfunded, lacks a test, and inappropriately treated but not medically unexplained, the history and research from all over the world shows you it is not dissimilar to Type 1 diabetes, most sufferers also have unknown aetiology.
There are many adults who like my son, where given Graded Exercise Therapy (GET) which took away their ability to live a normal life physically, and Cognitive Behaviour Therapy (CBT), which took away all of their self-esteem and belief in self. If the first program from the same reporter 3 Matthew Hill “Sick and Tired” 4 1999 featuring Ean Proctor amongst others. In 2009 he explains what happened to him. Have we not learnt to listen to the children? If these experiences had been adhered to my son would be at a much better physical state and safe? Who knows living a normal life. Uan Proctors experiences are being relived in 2017. How have we let this happen?

ME is classified by the World Health Organisation as a neurological condition and is a disease of the Central Nervous System G93.3. You would never know this as most Doctors are ill-informed or given the wrong impression, and treat sufferers as mentally ill. This is both harmful physically; as the wrong treatment is given and psychologically; if you are asking from your body to do more than it can permit, you are left demoralised and feeling inadequate.

From the age of eight my son has suffered at the hands of this misinformation, and was inappropriately given CBT and GET, through the NICE guidelines as many are, 25,000 children are treated this way and no number collated unlike other illnesses. Doctor’s lack of understanding is partly due to misinterpreting the NICE Guidelines and my son slowly went from 70% function to 5% Bedbound. NICE are aware of the situation and have been for a very long time, and I feel if they had taken notice of the patients, then my son would have been saved the horrendous behaviour from the medical profession

NHS, who I have written to, along with NICE have dismissed many parents in my position. ME is one condition they do not allow the sufferers or carers to have a say in the guidelines, or in treatment; which surprises me due to lack of research and funding, our experience is of paramount importance? For decades we have been dismissed, this has to stop. Like the Grenfell tower our voices fall on deaf ears, and I ask at what cost to our country?

My son at the age of eight was told to take responsibility for his illness and recovery, not to talk about symptoms. He was also reminded many times; and in my view inappropriately, that I had to give up my job to look after him. Many times I have held him racked in pain, as he sobbed his apologies, wondering how the medical profession got so inhumane.

I was never listened to, or supported. Later we found out my son has celiac, PoTS, OI and hypermobile joints, all of which impact on his ME, and the symptoms of which they told us to ignore. He is not deconditioned his body has failed him, you could see his decline in a matter of weeks. He was active and then he was very ill. He is not avoiding exercise, for when able he runs like the wind, breaking free for a short time from his constant pain, dizziness, sickness, swollen glands like conkers, every joy comes with a “payback” Post Exertional Malaise (PEM) an inability to repeat exercise. It is quantifiable and testable, and for which a group of researchers deny and lack the ability to understand. He is not “fear avoidance” he grabs life by the throat, but laughing can send his HR into 200 beats per minute plus, this then takes days for his BP to settle back down, and like anyone oxygen staved, the consequences are severe.

I have witnessed him have hypoglycaemic like attaches, similar to those my Nanna Ann used to do before her diabetes was under her control. I have nowhere to go, because of the constant threat and real fear that any negative test, whatever they are, and who ever has asked for them, would probably put us further under peril of not being believed I can assure you it has been the scariest of times, for when you hold your child, concerned over their physical health with nowhere to go, and no idea what the end result of this severe episode will be - this is the relentless place I find myself in. Imagine having a child with diabetes and no one understanding the condition, worse still believing it is one of avoidance of life, and not the physical illness it is. Imagine the damage done to such a child not being given insulin when needed, due to lack of research into the illness. Told to exercise and control their symptoms with relaxation technicities that just don’t make sense of what you witness them physically going through, and you will get a good understanding of how I feel on a daily basis, on my own, with no support just ridicule.

They are working on how the ME patients bodies use energy, and what causes the many differences they find in bloods, cells and DNA, but because of the complexities and for many other reasons, as yet they have not found a good enough, or cheap and easy to do test to enable patients to regulate their energy levels, or doctors to confirm diagnosis. More than nine biomarkers are waiting to be funded.

Many mothers like me are forced to hide in silence. We hide because we are blamed, to get us off lists so they do not have to report harms or the worsening of condition after treatments or on trials? Over 200 parents have gone through FII, none have been charged with Fabrication or Inducing Illness. That fact should say, all there is to say, about how parents are treated when they have a child or worse, children with ME. But there is worse to come. We are called MUPPETS by a leading Paediatric in the CFS field, who researches a denounced psychological theory of “perpetuating illness belief”. This research has to stop, a data exercise should be undertaken of all children with ME to find out how many are house or bedbound, this will show the harm done by GET and CBT, as all children are forced to go through this treatment. A recording of all parents accused of FII when they have a child with ME should be undertaken. All government organisations refuse to collate numbers?
Researchers seem able to deny any research that shows how harmful over exerting can be. When they are challenged or asked questions, those that put forward those questions are called saboteurs or militants, however world renowned they are. We know the smearing that goes on behind our backs by some Doctors, Researchers, and Professors that have closed seminars, Universities and mental health professionals. Still we mothers do not buckle, we stay strong, supporting each other and we learn.

We learn how to handle the medical fraternity; we learn how to tell hospital staff when our children fall ill with chronic pancreatitis, kidney problems, cancers and many more co existing illnesses. We support the medical staff when they are at a loss what to do for our very sick children. We hold them as they crumble with no true information about this common illness, and as they realise they have been fed the wrong social landscaping, we teach them how to cope. Many good doctors are hounded by others when they support parents, this has to stop?

We hold each other, protecting each other, and supporting the best we can in educating the medical profession as our children slip away into the abyss of ME.

25,000 parents know the pain of ME, 25,000 children suffer in quiet dignity the humiliation of being told they are not ill like cancer patients, and they do not deserve medical help or support; yes that is said often in 2017 to our children. With over 9000 papers logging all the physical problems and testable differences of ME, with little to no funding in taking those possible biomarkers further, or replicating solid biomedical research. UK has done very little to none existent purely biomedical research. You cannot find what you are not looking for?

We shake our heads in disbelief when ethics committees pass yet another exercise research program that point the finger at parenting rather than the illness, knowing if diabetes did not have its blood test they would be treated just the same; exercise the symptoms away, change your brain function by positive thinking?

I need you to supporting me, to get ME recognised throughout Suffolk and the rest of the UK as the illness that it is; a complex one that effects every cell and system in the body, so that Education, Social Services, GPs and Paediatrics do not keep making false allegations of FII, and those that keep doing so get educated in the seriousness of this complex and chronic illness.

Then we need to give parents, carers and sufferers the correct information so that they can be supported through their child’s disabling illness, and find the best way forward with managing their child’s symptoms and condition, without fear, until such a time a robust biomarker has been funded and treatments can be tested against.

I have enclosed and email that I have just sent to NICE. They were due to change the guidelines to take out CBT and GET, but have now refused. It is worth noting that the Centre of Disease Control in the US have changed and have taken out GET and CBT as treatments, and noted that any activity that causes symptoms should be stopped.

I look forward to hearing from you as soon as you possibly can make it

2.     http://www.meassociation.org.uk/2017/07/countess-of-mar-and-lord-hunt-defend-mecfs-in-lords-debate-on-medically-unexplained-symptoms-05-july-2018/
Many thanks for your time

Tina Rodwell

Friday 9 September 2016

The PACE Trial Data The Grief Of A Mother Lion


The PACE Trial Data  

The Grief Of A Mother Lion


Mothers are often portrayed as innate beings with a hysterical nature. We are used as battering rams that lead to all the ills of society! We are thrown into the constraints of a straitjacket, of our moral obligations and societies beliefs!

To-day you get the raw of the mother, the lioness that protects her cub and I stand alone and say how dare you!!!

How dare you! Tell me that my son has somatic disorder, medically unexplained symptoms, or an “illness belief” of controlling behaviour as put forward by the PACE trial!

How dare you! Those of you who have wilfully build that moral high ground that made a kingdom of Cognitive behavioural Therapy (CBT). CBT pushed away a complex illness like ME, a placebo effect? This was all helped by my wealthy country that does not want to take taxes of corporate buddies, but wants to take away much needed help from disabled people, how dare you!!!!!

How dare you! Medical people stand by and let this happen, when sticking together could have protect me and my child and 25,000 others like us.

You are willing to let me stand alone and be ridiculed, demoralised and abused!!!

Know your diagnosis, the research that surrounds it, and your patient. Do no harm!!! 

How dare you! Journalists, make up a sensational story and build up an empire of harm, not reporting or finding the facts! The media giants that want a certain mythical society to portray, so that the Government of the day can moralise their agenda!

I have listened to all the evidence on both sides. I have read court cases, I have witnessed from charities a willingness to tell untruths and report and dismiss those they say they support.

AYME (Association of Young ME has now ceased to exist and is now part of Action for ME who still have Mary-Jane willows as head of their children services, so no change 23/03/2017) how dare you say you will not support Dr Speight!! How dare you tell your parents in turmoil, that you will not ask for the results of the PACE trial on their behalf! So some of that data has now been released and I can see for myself the damage other parents before me have spoken about. You are there to stand with us, not push us down!


How dare you! Now professor Crawly say it was the mothers that influenced their children not to take part fully in the SMILE trial! You of all people with your 300 children a year, would have witnessed the damage of keep going would have done to the children under your care. Jane Colby of the Tymes Trust, has shown and supported the parents left alone and abandoned, and is the only one who has given us parents the truth!

Professor Crawley you have let The Lightning Process publish that they have been collaborating in one of your trials, and do not openly publish the results! Now giving false credence to the Lightning Process, as desperate parents pay for treatments.

You say on radio 4 that people have issued death threats, and then quietly retracted the accusation as a misinterpretation? All over the media these accusations linger, keeping already threatened parents quiet!

You have condemned us mothers to years of seeing our children wilt and wither, while you influence the nation to accept the straitjacket of motherhood. In all your trials it is the mothers and their social background that you want to investigate, to find a link. You dismiss the evidence all around the world that show lactic acid in muscle and cell! Inability of the ME body to produce energy.

I hear on a daily basis the pain and the suffering of mothers left abandoned, confused by the treatments, and lack of tests that could help alleviate some of the symptoms!

You dismiss the evidence that shows the truth! You influenced the NICE guidelines. Professor Baker of the NICE guidelines said “The Guideline failed to address the real issues in ME/CFS”!

How many accusations have you made about mothers? How many children with ME have you demanded they are mental ill, sending children to different mental authorities? How many good doctors have you destroyed or deterred from supporting children and their parents?

How dare you deny that ME can get severe after a small amount of daily living. Emily Collingridge, Naomi Whittington both of which Mary-Jane Willows are aware of!

I understand you do not believe in ME, I get that you think CBT and GET are the treatments you choose. I understand you do not agree with the 9000 papers that show the dysregulation of the body, which never get the funding that you do. These papers however, clearly point to why so many symptoms like anxiety and eating problems exist within ME!

I get why you do not want to do biomedical research, but to deny severe ME and do harm is quite another thing! You are still insisting on a PACE trial for children called MAGENTA. To offload a physical condition onto mental health issue is just wrong!!! Not least because the treatment HARMS the body, that is showing signs of shutting down!! You are all aware of this fact!

Professor Crawley is now being funded by Action for ME to look into severe ME, even though she does not deal with the most severe children and hardly ever diagnosis ME herself, and has stated:
“determine if other diagnoses have been considered (eg. anxiety, depression, eating disorders).
All of which are part of the ME symptomalogy. There is no mention of any physical associations of ME in any of the Professor research reporting? So it is clear for all to see how she treats ME and the parents! All researchers are calling for the International Consensus Criteria (ICC) to be used so that other illness are ruled out in the first instance. The paediatric side of which was written with help of Dr Nigel Speight!!!!!

A collaboration between most of the charities and the NHS are being used to hide your determination to keep children from biomedical research, and doctors to believe how serious ME is. With none of the true criteria of ME listed do you look for or know how to treat; that is to say any form of Orthostatic intolerance such as PoTS and post exertional malaise. 

We stand alone us mothers, abused and condemned worthy of an “Archers manuscript”. We stand and roar against schools that want attendance at any cost, because of the influence of the PACE Trial and its supporters! We stand alone against medical advisers, and those that stand with us in the public eye are silenced by the GMC!

My innate sense is to ROAR and PROTECT. This Roar is not to be dismissed or ridiculed; the history of abuse is littered with mothers like me, hidden by the money, ways and beliefs of personal gain of those that plays on the system.

This festering illness, left for decades shows up in our children’s blood, brain, heart, joints and stomachs no part of our children are left untouched, no part of our children are left pain free! At the start of term the torture and torment is at a fever pitch, with long term harm done!!! But no one looks or tries to find the numbers of those that are harmed or long term ill because of this inappropriate treatment.

We teach our doctors about medically unexplained illnesses, what we forget are the facts! We know more about snails than that of humans. You cannot find that which you do not look for!!!
We have very little biomedical research in children because people won’t listen to us! Dismissed as we are by the ridiculous notion that this is an “illness belief” that made up theory is so full of poppycock and nonsense; you wonder who would be silly enough to believe it!!

Just because you do not listen to the 9000 research papers, does not mean when I do I am some sort of neurotic! I can read the evidence for myself and make an informed choice on probability; as no test can be given:

DR Mady Hornig 27th Febuary  2015 found changes

https://www.mailman.columbia.edu/public-health-now/news/scientists-discover-robust-evidence-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-biological

Professor Maureen Hanson June 2016 found that our gut carries inflammation in the gut, and stated “Furthermore, our detection of biological abnormality provides further evidence against the ridiculous concept that the disease is psychological in origin.”


Naviaux found Metabolic 28th August 2016
"Despite the heterogeneity of CFS, the diversity of factors that lead to this condition, our findings show that the cellular metabolic response is the same in patients and interestingly, it's chemically similar to the dauer state you see in some organisms, which kicks in when environmental stresses trigger a slow-down in metabolism to permit survival under conditions that might otherwise cause cell death. In CFS, this slow-down comes at the cost of long-term pain and disability."

Also on the 28th August 2016 Sonya Marshall-Gradisnik and her team show the dysregulation of protein kinase gene expression in NK cells

The History of ME is there for all to see, it shows at every turn how physical and painful ME is, so why do we want to believe that the pain can be handled by the sufferers mind only, and not want to find out the true cause?

As a mother I roar and I am telling you, I have witnessed my son’s torture and I have borne the humiliation of so called intelligence from the medical profession. I am embarrassed by that professions behaviour!

My son at the age of 8 to the age of 10 was prescribed GET & CBT, I was coerced into enforcing it. CBT leads to mistrust within the mother child relationship because the PACE manual says to dismiss the illness beliefs, it gave an impression of the body capable! He is now so ill he is mostly bed or house bound! PoTS coeliac undetected because of the CBT told me to dismiss his pain!!!! Now I have to learn to live with this!

How would you feel if you held your child sobbing because his mind wants to play, run, climb, ride a bike, rush his meal down and leave his house and wave good bye to me, to be free? But if he stands up his HR reaches 150 +

Would you ROAR like a lioness, will you roar with me to make a change?

Invest in ME, 25% ME Trust, and Tymes Trust are the only charities I now put my faith in. Support them, sign against the MAGENTA trial! Support doctors in demanding 20 mins consultant time, demand that unexplained medical symptoms need to be investigated and education in ME should be done!   

24th September 2016 This popped up in my Twitter feed a shameful read of the mindset of the people in charge of very poorly children. AYME (now part of Action for ME) a charity that tells us it is there to help and support children allow this to go on! Fully aware and complicit!

http://blogs.plos.org/mindthebrain/2016/09/23/before-you-enroll-your-child-in-the-magenta-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-study-issues-to-be-considered/

Then this entered and well what can you say:

http://niceguidelines.blogspot.co.uk/2016/09/pace-trials-principal-investigator.html

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The PACE Trial Data The Grief Of A Mother Lion


The PACE Trial Data  

The Grief Of A Mother Lion


Mothers are often portrayed as innate beings with a hysterical nature. We are used as battering rams that lead to all the ills of society! We are thrown into the constraints of a straitjacket, of our moral obligations and societies beliefs!

To-day you get the raw of the mother, the lioness that protects her cub and I stand alone and say how dare you!!!

How dare you! Tell me that my son has somatic disorder, medically unexplained symptoms, or an “illness belief” of controlling behaviour as put forward by the PACE trial!

How dare you! Those of you who have wilfully build that moral high ground that made a kingdom of Cognitive behavioural Therapy (CBT). CBT pushed away a complex illness like ME, a placebo effect? This was all helped by my wealthy country that does not want to take taxes of corporate buddies, but wants to take away much needed help from disabled people, how dare you!!!!!

How dare you! Medical people stand by and let this happen, when sticking together could have protect me and my child and 25,000 others. You are willing to let me stand alone and be ridiculed, demoralised and abused!!! Know your diagnosis, the research that surrounds it and your patient. Do no harm!!!

How dare you! Journalist, make up a sensational story and build up an empire of harm, not reporting or finding the facts! The media giants that want a certain mythical society to portray, so that the Government of the day can moralise their agenda!

I have listened to all the evidence on both sides. I have read court cases, I have witnessed from charities a willingness to tell untruths and report and dismiss those they say they support.

AYME (Association of Young ME) how dare you say you will not support Dr Speight!! How dare you tell your parents in turmoil, that you will not ask for the results of the PACE trial on their behalf! So some of that data has now been released and I can see for myself the damage other parents before me have spoken about. You are there to stand with us, not push us down!

How dare you! Now professor Crawley say it was the mothers that influenced their children not to take part fully in the SMILE trial! You of all people with your 300 children a year, would have witnessed the damage of keep going would have done to the children under your care. Jane Colby of the Tymes Trust, has shown and supported the parents left alone and abandoned, and is the only one who has given us parents the truth!

Professor Crawley you have let The Lightning Process publish that they have been collaborating in one of your trials, and do not openly publish the results! Now giving false credence to the Lightning Process, as desperate parents pay for treatments.

You say on radio 4 that people have issued death threats, and then quietly retracted the accusation as a misinterpretation? All over the media these accusations linger, keeping already threatened parents quiet!

You have condemned us mothers to years of seeing our children wilt and wither, while you influence the nation to accept the straitjacket of motherhood. In all your trials it is the mothers and their social background that you want to investigate, to find a link.

I hear on a daily basis the pain and the suffering of mothers left abandoned, confused by the treatments, and lack of tests that could help alleviate some of the symptoms!

You dismiss the evidence that shows the truth! You influenced the NICE guidelines. Professor Baker of the NICE guidelines said “The Guideline failed to address the real issues in ME/CFS”!

How many accusations have you made about mothers? How many children with ME have you demanded they are mental ill, sending children to different mental authorities?

How dare you deny that ME can get severe after a small amount of daily living. Emily Collingridge, Naomi Whittington both of which AYME are aware of!

I understand you do not believe in ME, I get that you think CBT and GET are the treatments you choose. I understand you do not agree with the 9000 papers that show the dysregulation of the body, which never get the funding that you do. These papers however, clearly point to why so many symptoms like anxiety and eating problems exist within ME!

I get that AYME do not want to do biomedical research, but to deny severe ME and do harm is quite another thing! You are still insisting on a PACE trial for children called MAGENTA. To offload a physical condition onto mental health issue is just wrong!!! Not least because the treatment HARMS the body, that is showing signs of shutting down!! You are all aware of this fact!

Professor Crawley is now being funded by Action for ME to look into severe ME, even though she does not deal with the most severe children and hardly ever diagnosis ME herself, and has stated:
“determine if other diagnoses have been considered (eg. anxiety, depression, eating disorders).
All of which are part of the ME symptomalogy. There is no mention of any physical associations of ME in any of the Professor research reporting? So it is clear for all to see how she treats ME and the parents! All researchers are calling for the International Consensus Criteria (ICC) to be used so that other illness are ruled out in the first instance. The paediatric side of which was written with help of Dr Nigel Speight!!!!!

A collaboration between most of the charities and the NHS are being used to hide AYME determination to keep children from biomedical research, and doctors to believe how serious ME is. Their GP fact sheet; that parents were appalled at, with none of the true criteria of ME listed that is to say any form of Orthostatic intolerance such as PoTS and post exertional malaise. Their insistence on using ME/CFS when they are a ME charity is confusing and undermining.

We stand alone us mothers, abused and condemned worthy of an “Archers manuscript”. We stand and roar against schools that want attendance at any cost, because of the influence of the PACE Trial and its supporters! We stand alone against medical advisers, and those that stand with us in the public eye are silenced by the GMC!

My innate sense is to ROAR and PROTECT. This Roar is not to be dismissed or ridiculed; the history of abuse is littered with mothers like me, hidden by the money, ways and beliefs of personal gain of those that plays the system.

This festering illness, left for decades shows up in our children’s blood, brain, heart, joints and stomachs no part of our children are left untouched, no part of our children are left pain free! At the start of term the torture and torment is at a fever pitch, with long term harm done!!! But no one looks or tries to find the numbers of those that are harmed or long term ill because of this inappropriate treatment.

We teach our doctors about medically unexplained illnesses, what we forget are the facts! We know more about snails than that of humans. You cannot find that which you do not look for!!!
We have very little biomedical research in children because people won’t listen to us! Dismissed as we are by the ridiculous notion that this is an “illness belief” that made up theory is so full of poppycock and nonsense; you wonder who would be silly enough to believe it!!
Just because you do not listen to the 9000 research papers, does not mean when I do I am some sort of neurotic! I can read the evidence for myself and make an informed choice on probability; as no test can be given:

DR Mady Hornig 27th Febuary  2015 found changes

https://www.mailman.columbia.edu/public-health-now/news/scientists-discover-robust-evidence-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-biological

Professor Maureen Hanson June 2016 found that our gut carries inflammation in the gut, and stated “Furthermore, our detection of biological abnormality provides further evidence against the ridiculous concept that the disease is psychological in origin.”


Naviaux found Metabolic 28th August 2016
"Despite the heterogeneity of CFS, the diversity of factors that lead to this condition, our findings show that the cellular metabolic response is the same in patients and interestingly, it's chemically similar to the dauer state you see in some organisms, which kicks in when environmental stresses trigger a slow-down in metabolism to permit survival under conditions that might otherwise cause cell death. In CFS, this slow-down comes at the cost of long-term pain and disability."

Also on the 28th August 2016 Sonya Marshall-Gradisnik and her team show the dysregulation of protein kinase gene expression in NK cells

The History of ME is there for all to see, it shows at every turn how physical and painful ME is, so why do we want to believe that the pain can be handled by the sufferers mind only, and not want to find out the true cause?

As a mother I roar but do not always understand but I am telling you, I have witnessed my son’s torture and I have borne the humiliation of so called intelligence from the medical profession. My son at the age of 8 to the age of 10 was prescribed GET & CBT, I was coerced into enforcing it. CBT leads to mistrust within the mother child relationship because the PACE manual says to dismiss the illness beliefs, it gave an impression of the body capable! He is now so ill he is mostly bed or house bound! PoTS coeliac undetected because of the CBT told me to dismiss his pain!!!! Now I have to learn to live with this!

How would you feel if you held your child sobbing because his mind wants to play, run, climb, ride a bike, rush his meal down and leave his house and wave good bye to me, to be free? But if he stands up his HR reaches 150 +

Would you ROAR like a lioness, will you roar with me to make a change?

Invest in ME and Tymes Trust are the only charities I now put my faith in. Support them, sign against the MAGENTA trial! Support doctors in demanding 20 mins consultant time, demand that unexplained medical symptoms need to be investigated and education in ME should be done! x  

24th September 2016 This popped up in my Twitter feed a shameful read of the mindset of the people in charge of very poorly children. AYME a charity that tells us it is there to help and support children allow this to go on! Fully aware and complicit!

http://blogs.plos.org/mindthebrain/2016/09/23/before-you-enroll-your-child-in-the-magenta-chronic-fatigue-syndrome-study-issues-to-be-considered/

Then this entered and well what can you say:

http://niceguidelines.blogspot.co.uk/2016/09/pace-trials-principal-investigator.html

To help support research the link below will help, it is also funding a Centre of Excellence for ME Thank you  
https://www.justgiving.com/fundraising/Tilly-Moments